Tomorrow

Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Current mood: contemplative

Hey all,

I am in a funny mood... funny as in peculiar, not as haha.
Look at the date: tomorrow is Independance Day.
One of the few things I will have in common with our American friends, since last year.
Is it a celebration?
Maybe I should turn it into one?
I could have breakfast in bed with a glass of champers, then weather providing go for a run on the bike to... mmm, let me see, Avebury springs to mind for one or other reason. Lovely place. Toodle back. Have nice shower and dress up full monty. Cook a lovely meal, more champagne and a nice red. Problem is... I have to do it on my own. And I feel a bit too fragile for that.
't Would be nice to share it with someone special.
I probably want too much. So I wont do anything. Just have a little cry. In private. (after telling the whole world here...)

Let's face it on a worldscale this is extreme navel gazing stuff.
Doesn't make it feel alright, though.